its love&&hate relationship...

love being in love. Even if the other person doesn't have a clue, because that proves i am alive. The question is can you love someone without expecting anything back from him? Can you love someone so much without suffocating him and allowing him to be free? without binding him to a contract of a relationship? Can i be so open like that?

you complete me..
and thanks for that.. love you always..

those invisible conversation...

im moving blogs. dont bother asking me for the new add.what you dont know, wont hurt you right? sorry people..

so everything started here.

or h e r e.

or here.

or h e r e.

or here.

or h e r e.

or EVEN..

here and here.

tears again? oh no

there's only two things that can make me look like im a fuckin druggie; lack of sleep and tears. there's about a hundred things that cures it, temporarily.but just one to make a miracle recovery. coz the last time, it worked. but because i had to get back, i was back to square one. all i need is enough sleep.

i missed him...

the only person that always i missed every single second is him.

wah! gw kangen amet nih sama qm! seperti hari-hari yang lalu,qm ada di sisi gw,. nemanin gw,. saat itu, kebahagian yang nga pernah gw rasain.., kerna qm ada.. makasih sayang!

ini lah erti kebahagian saat kami bersama

semua kerna cinta...

tidak semua ceritera cinta bermula dengan 'once upon a time' dan berakhir dengan 'they lived happily ever after'. perkenalan setiap episod cinta semestinya bermula dengan kemanisan dan kebahagian. dan yang pasti pasti ada yang berakhir dengan keperitan dan kekecewaan.

ada cinta yang wujud dalam gelap. 'cukup lah aku lihat kau dari sudut ini. kerna, aku tidak akan biarkan kau mengetahui isi hati ini. semoga kalian bahagia'.

ada juga yang bersaksikan alam, mengikat janji. janji terpati dihati dan di situlah kebahagian itu terasa.

alangkah indahnya sekiranya setiap cinta itu kekal indah dan manis.
ataukah setiap lafaz manis itu hanya pura-pura dan sandiwara semata-mata?

di mana pengakhiran ceritera cinta?
semua orang impikan cinta mereka berakhir di jinjang pelamin.
tetapi bagaimana andai kisah mereka terhenti ibarat jam kehabisan bateri?

tidak semua cinta itu indah. Kadang-kadang bila segalanya diatur dengan sempurna, pasti ada saja dugaan dan halangan yang menimpa-seseolah keasa Tuhan menidakkannya.